Cree River - Last Entry - Part 1
September 2023. Here again, my dates are unclear.
Morning dawned clear, bright and 35 degrees F. I went back to bed. Later the morning sun warmed the bottom of the tent wall on the river side. I peeked out ready to pull back the tarp, but the direct sunlight is only temporary. Still, I stuck my right foot out into the sun to try to gain some radiant heat.
I take stock of my equipment and assess my ability to continue in the cold and wet. I have learned that cold and rain is forecast for the predictable future. I have more than enough food. I have most of my equipment, missing only a fuel bottle and my staff. The canoe is dinged but otherwise in good shape and is taking the waves well. Duct tape seems to be holding. No leaks. I have my two paddles. After scrounging around, I find enough fire starters to last another week anyway. But, I have only two sets of warm clothes, when three is my minimum.
Each set of warm clothing consists of: a pair of long underwear bottoms and tops (capilene), a wool or polypro hat, wool or polypro socks. (Other clothing, blankets coats, etc. don’t count.) The plan is I wear one set of when paddling (likely to get wet.) One set is for wearing in camp. And one set is for emergencies. There is a lot of ongoing white water on this river, so getting wet is highly likely. But that is the only equipment/supply issue that presents a problem.
If I didn't have the blasted Zoleo, I wouldn't have to make the decision of whether or not to bail. I would just have to continue, come what may. The risks seem reasonable to me, even short a set of warm clothing. And to be honest, at this age, dying of hypothermia in the wilderness is not a bad way to go, feeling so warm I take off my clothes, lie down in the leaves and slowly pass into a coma and die. (Being a hospice nurse, I have seen many deaths; many are not pretty.) But I do have the Zoleo.
What gets me in the end is my husband's feelings. He has not liked my wilderness trips (though he won't go with me.) To help him feel more comfortable this time, I took a Wilderness First Aid course, purchased a Zoleo subscription, continued the SPOT subscription (I might lose the Zoleo), and got a Global Rescue plan. Still, with tears in his eyes, he told me the worst thing for him would be me dying and him having to go to Canada to bring my body back.
Ok. Marriage requires compromise. I text him via Zoleo to find me a plane out.
The End.
To me, this is the end of the trip. But Paddling Pitt and Kathleen, who were the first to see the pictures and hear the story were adamant that I should include the remaining days and the flight out.
So for those of you who may still be interested, here is the anti-climax, a second thrilling run, and the surprise ending.
The Wait
With time on my hands, waiting for a plane, in the cold, I pondered the relative success or failure of this trip. I had planned to get to the mouth of the Cree River and I am nowhere near that. On the other hand, I spent 22 daya in the wilderness, on the water, and that is an achievement of sorts. I compiled a list of the high points. My list:
1. Excellent trip with variety, new things and adventure at every turn.
2. The Bald Eagles were amazing. They look so much more regal up here.
3. That magestic moose - With the binoculars I could see his rippling muscles standing out from his smooth, wet coat.
4. Caught my first grayling!
5. The rapids were exciting, especially shooting the ledge unintentionally.
6. The Colden Dragonfly is an excellent boat.
That should be enough to make the trip a success.
I'm checking messages every hour to see when I can get out of here, although it is plenty pleasant on a cool, sunny day. It is a day for general chores. Dinner, hygiene, collecting wood, musing, just spacing out. Belatedly remembered to charge the electronics when the sun is out. Listening to the birds who chirp and flit around me as if I am not there. It is outright cold in the shade and the breeze has a bite to it. In the sun, it is lovely.
The water near the shore is quite dirty and so I have to shuck my shoes and socks and get into the canoe to paddle out to clearer water. My feet are cold, but it is nice to be on the water and not huddled under the tarp.
At each camp on the river there has been at least one Canada Jay (also known as robber jay, whiskey jack, etc.) checking on me. They have not been looking for food, stealing or begging. They've just been there long enough to check me out and then go on their way. Here, they've been an ominous presence. They fly from look out to look out, settling on the branches and turning to peer at me. They have encircled me with their gazes. It feels like they are eyeing me for some sinister ritual.
Yesterday when I was busy and engrossed in straightening up I was totally startled by a large wack and quickly realized it is a beaver expressing his outrage at my intrusion into his territory. It is certainly his home that I have invaded.
Maybe 100 feet back from the river, under a black spruce tree is a small hole. I noticed it yesterday. It occurred to me today this is a beaver hold/tunnel that probably is a bolt hole leading to the water. I learned this as a child and haven't thought of it since. In maybe fourth grade I became obsessed with stories anthropomorphizing woodland animals. Wapati the Elk was one. I can't remember the others. It was about this time I started reading Jack London.
I hiked up the hill (which was very steep) and found Archer's park-like esker, or at least one like it. It is amazingly flat and park-like with jack pines sprinkled around just enough for occasional interest and shade. The ground is covered with lichens. Blueberries are just now ripening. I was wandering around, oogling the new spacious environment and suddenly became conscious I was not paying attention and I probably should start so as not to become lost. There are occasional moose tracks in the lichens, but no trails.
At one point the edge of the esker abruptly drops off like a cliff. These are the first expansive overlooks I've had of the river.
On top of the esker, looking at the blue sky and white clouds I remember a friend from graduate school. She said to me one day, "When I am at school (in the city) looking at clouds seems like a waste of time, but when I am in the Adirondacks looking at clouds, everything else is a waste of time."
I park myself near a jack pine and turn my face to the sun. It is afternoon, very quiet and I fall asleep.
Back at camp, I resume sitting under the tarp and get a fire going. Suddenly I hear the whopping paddle of wings, like a loon taking off from the water, but I see no birds. I isolate the source of the noise; it is a brown rodent. I didn't know beaver could be so noisy when swimming. He sat on some little sticks and preened, carefully combing his fur. He swam a bit toward me, veered to one side, peered at me. We were both motionless until I had to ease pain in my back. The slightest of moves on my part, but he caught it and dove! Popped up again, watched me, dove again. To be seen no more. There was no slap of the tail and nothing revealed his tail. Could this be a muskrat?
These aquatic rodents seemed too small to be beavers. But perhaps they were youngsters? I also heard at dusk mewlings and crying in the sort of tone universally recognizable as babies looking for mommies. Wasn't it late in the year to have small babies? Try as I might, even through the binoculars, I could not for sure see the tails. I remember reading that up to three generations of beaver can live together in the same family group. I saw them sitting on small branches eating willow leaves. I don't think beaver eat willow leaves, but I could be wrong. Eventually, I saw the laterally flattened tails. Muskrats.
Next: some animated chitterings on the left was followed by a small one paddling past the canoe and her tone of voice was "I will too! So there!" There ensued a contrapuntal exchange of an angry "You get back here right now! Or else!" from the left followed by "Nyah, nyah, nyah, nyah, nyah, nyah," on the right. At some point the adult crossed the canoe boundary and dragged her daughter back by the ear.
I got the good news/bad news message. There is a plane available for tomorrow but it can't carry outside cargo, meaning I'd have to leave the canoe behind; declined. I'll have to wait to Thursday for the larger plane. Well, I am comfy for the most part. I only worry about staying warm. I learn rain is scheduled for tomorrow.
I've hardly heard the geese today. Maybe one or two in the distance. Loons were calling distantly.
I got notice that my plane would leave Stony Rapids at 1:45 pm, but to expect delays. I've asked to be notified when the plane leaves Stony Rapids so I can finish packing up. It is drizzling rain and cold. I put out the fire for the last time. With extra pots of water, I soak the fire and dig as deep down as I can. The fire has burned six inches into the duff. I am horrified, but there was nothing else I could have done. I take the tent down. Pack everything up. But I leave the tarp and a few other things up because I don't know how long I will be waiting. And it is still raining. Without the fire, the cold settles in.
I sit cross-legged on another tarp, cross my arms and bend forward until my head is between my knees. I have found over the past few days that this is the warmest position to sit in. Folded up like an oyster shell, I fall asleep.
Loud engine noise jerks me awake. I didn't get the warning. Grabbed stuff and smashed it into bags. Cut the tarp down, there was no time for the wet, stuck knots.
It took four passes for the plane to lower and slow enough to land on this little lake. The pilot skillfully backs the tail of the plane up into the weeds at the edge of the shoreline, just down from my camp. The pilot I knew, and a new pilot in orientation, grabbed my stuff and loaded it up before I could turn around. I was prodded into the plane while they mounted the canoe. I could not find my phone. I had it sitting on my lap in oystershell position and I must have jumped up without thinking about it. One of the pilots said he heard my phone beeping in one of the bags and not to worry. So I didn't. The plane had no problem getting off the ground and we peeled away from my campsite, from Cree River.
The plane rode smoothly back to Stony Rapids. The pilot took a short detour and a dip to show me and the new guy some sand dunes in the middle of the forest. Were it in miniature, it would look like a child dumped a bucket of sand on top of plastic pine trees in his sandbox. The sand covers standing trees nearly to the top. I was told this is a rolling sand dune and it just makes its way through the forest.
It was late afternoon when we got back to Stony Rapids . They dumped my canoe and my stuff by my vehicle. There were no places to stay the night in Stony Rapids and I was pointedly not offered the spot in their office. I would have to drive at least as far as Missinipe.
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